dream recall

dreamt of playing for some UP soccer team against an ateneo soccer team. not necessarily a varsity team. wore my highschool soccer shoes.

also dreamt of getting stranded in a large pit with around 12 other people. it started with me being asked by my siblings to draw a story of three bears or three furry creatures trying to cross a pit by tightrope (they said the only way to appreciate the story is by drawing it). the rope snapped midway. when the three creatures fell, instead of the three creatures, they were replaced by me and 12 other people. weird. the dream ended with all of us getting out of the large pit eventually. 

HIMYM on mistakes

There are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to know that it really is a mistake is to make that mistake and go, "Yup, that was a mistake". So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake because then you'll go about your whole life not knowing whether it was a mistake or not - Lily Aldrin

Here's the thing about mistakes. Sometimes, even when you know something's a mistake, you gotta make it anyway - Future Ted Mosby

dream recall

dreamt i was a resident of a slum area. then a kid, around 5, became close to me. considered me as some kind of a parent or something. kid's name was milo. not my nephew. looked like mico though. then later, i learned that the kid was actually the son of a wealthy girl. the kid was actually hospitalized earlier and lost his memory. how he ended in the slum area, i have no idea. anyway, when the wealthy young mother took the kid, she decided to take me also, saying that since i was some kind of father figure to the kid, i could help her in gaining the trust of her son. the girl looked like jodi. anyway, dont know how the dream ended, cant remember if it did end, but i remember having an argument with the girl, with me saying "so were a couple now?" and she replying "thats the whole point!" i didnt like it because though it was nice to live with them, it was never my intention to stay. i was doing it for the kid, not her and not because she's some rich, pretty girl doesnt mean im bound to like her.

seems like the longer i commit to this single for life thing, the more dreams i have of me living a couple's life. 

anyway, had another dream. this time i was receiving YM messages from some unknown sender. the messages were weird. like some demented atenean extremist who wants to cleanse the world and inculcate some kind of values. 

dream recall

this dream recall is weeks overdue.

had a dream a few weeks ago. it was nice. i was talking to a beautiful, supermodel material, latin american hottie. she was literally a dream girl. and the amusing part is i asked her out and she said yes (just like a good dream should be). since its been weeks, cant remember the details. then the dream shifted with me being married to another foreigner, who was jewish and with whom i have two kids. and we were celebrating christmas, so it meant i didnt convert to her religion and i stuck to being a catholic. the nice part of the dream was i felt happy in that portion of my dream where i was married. when i woke up i just said to myself, that feeling would only happen in my dreams. ive completed one full year of committing to the single life and not entertaining the thought of being in a serious relationship. im already getting myself accustomed and preparing myself for the "single for life" lifestyle. so far im doing ok and im already planning how im going to "execute" the kind of lifestyle ive chosen.