just had the most wonderful dream and i hope i never forget this dream...thats why im blogging about it now while its still fresh in my head...
i finally have a dream of her. and it was wonderful. we were watching some kind of play. and i sat beside her. and then we held hands. and we just enjoyed sitting beside each other. we just enjoyed the closeness. people who knew us looked and we didnt care. we just kept holding each other's hands and enjoyed it. sometimes, she leaned on my shoulder. saw some friends and relatives while watching the play and introduced her to them. the play ended. we stood up and walked to the parking lot, which was a bit far. and we walked still holding each other's hands. i then told her that she allow me to drive her home that night. thats when the dream ended. i was so happy about the dream. and then got a bit sad. because it might remain a dream forever. but i will never let this dream be forgotten.
