dream recall

had a nice dream. a week after i dreamt about her, the girl im referring to the post below, i dream about another her. the one who was almost perfect except for her voice (and maybe some other characteristics that i consider as "good enough")

there was this party where i was the host. and she was there with our other friends, whom i havent seen for more than a decade. i only showed interest in talking to her and our other friend. i kept asking her to update me about our other friends (well, more of acquaintances to me since its really more of her friends). she just kept saying shy answers (i even joked whether she was on drugs because she's not normally that shy). she was the last one to leave the party because she couldnt find her car. she was already in tears when i saw her again (i accompanied to other guests to their cars in the parking lot) worrying that her car might have been stolen (she was with her female driver which wasnt really helpful). so we roamed the parking lot together looking for her car (with her female driver behind us). then i decided to wake up, thinking i might be late for work.

one thing i noted in the dream is what she currently looks like. not what she looked like when i last saw her half a decade ago.

dream recall

just hours before my colonoscopy, i dream about her. havent seen her for more than a decade (in the real world of course). she didnt utter a word. she just appeared right in front me, just looking at me. then did some house chores. weird. i just watched her. i didnt speak to her. i was half-aware it was a dream. i didnt want to think about it too much. if i try to think of it as a dream, i could ruin what my subconscious wants to show me. well, when i woke up, my subconscious simply wanted me to see her and nothing more.

in my previous dreams of her, i was chasing her but couldnt catch her. now, we were just in the same room, minding our own business despite being aware of each other's presence. well, she's already married in the real world so my conscious self, while in the realm of the subconscious, made me act the way i would in the real world. she's already belongs to someone.

after more than a year...

im restoring the dream recall in this blog. i dont need to post youtube vids of girls generation since i can download them anyway.

as for the dream recall...

earlier today (i think. the line between reality and the subconscious realm is starting to become thinner which affects my sense of time) i was dreaming about something that made me need my switchblade. why i need a switchblade, i cant really remember. my weapons of choice in my dreams are usually knives and arnis sticks (although ive been on a shooting rampage in one of my dreams and was only stopped by a creepy looking masked entity).

anyway, in my dream, i was looking for my switchblade and it was really taking a lot of time for me to find it. then i realized, "what the fuck, im in a dream!" all i had to do was summon my switchblade. and summon i did. what materialized however was a pathetic looking switchblade that was half the size of my real world switchblade. crap. i cant even concentrate well enough in my dream to make my switchblade magically materialize in my hands. thats all i remember about that dream.