just hours before my colonoscopy, i dream about her. havent seen her for more than a decade (in the real world of course). she didnt utter a word. she just appeared right in front me, just looking at me. then did some house chores. weird. i just watched her. i didnt speak to her. i was half-aware it was a dream. i didnt want to think about it too much. if i try to think of it as a dream, i could ruin what my subconscious wants to show me. well, when i woke up, my subconscious simply wanted me to see her and nothing more.
in my previous dreams of her, i was chasing her but couldnt catch her. now, we were just in the same room, minding our own business despite being aware of each other's presence. well, she's already married in the real world so my conscious self, while in the realm of the subconscious, made me act the way i would in the real world. she's already belongs to someone.
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