Monday, December 29, 2008

dream recall

dreamt i was a resident of a slum area. then a kid, around 5, became close to me. considered me as some kind of a parent or something. kid's name was milo. not my nephew. looked like mico though. then later, i learned that the kid was actually the son of a wealthy girl. the kid was actually hospitalized earlier and lost his memory. how he ended in the slum area, i have no idea. anyway, when the wealthy young mother took the kid, she decided to take me also, saying that since i was some kind of father figure to the kid, i could help her in gaining the trust of her son. the girl looked like jodi. anyway, dont know how the dream ended, cant remember if it did end, but i remember having an argument with the girl, with me saying "so were a couple now?" and she replying "thats the whole point!" i didnt like it because though it was nice to live with them, it was never my intention to stay. i was doing it for the kid, not her and not because she's some rich, pretty girl doesnt mean im bound to like her.

seems like the longer i commit to this single for life thing, the more dreams i have of me living a couple's life. 

anyway, had another dream. this time i was receiving YM messages from some unknown sender. the messages were weird. like some demented atenean extremist who wants to cleanse the world and inculcate some kind of values. 

Sunday, December 07, 2008

dream recall

this dream recall is weeks overdue.

had a dream a few weeks ago. it was nice. i was talking to a beautiful, supermodel material, latin american hottie. she was literally a dream girl. and the amusing part is i asked her out and she said yes (just like a good dream should be). since its been weeks, cant remember the details. then the dream shifted with me being married to another foreigner, who was jewish and with whom i have two kids. and we were celebrating christmas, so it meant i didnt convert to her religion and i stuck to being a catholic. the nice part of the dream was i felt happy in that portion of my dream where i was married. when i woke up i just said to myself, that feeling would only happen in my dreams. ive completed one full year of committing to the single life and not entertaining the thought of being in a serious relationship. im already getting myself accustomed and preparing myself for the "single for life" lifestyle. so far im doing ok and im already planning how im going to "execute" the kind of lifestyle ive chosen.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Sweet Soul Revue

Sweet Soul Review


Kesa hajimete
Kagami wo mite
Ki ga tsuita no
Anata ni koi shiteru no
Anata ni koi shiteru no

Omekashi shite
Doko e yuku no?
So anata ni
Ai ni yuku no yo
Baby machi wa itsumo parade
Baby dakara tsuite iko yo

Yo no naka ni wa
Sweet ya
Catchy ga ippai aru yo ne
Dakishimetai
Ureshikute
Hoho hozuri shitakunaru desho

Hora revue ga hajimaru
Hora okurenaide ne
Hora revue ga hajimaru
Hora wasurenaide ne

Tabun kyo wa
Watashi wo mite
Ki ga tsuku hazu
Anata mo koi shiterutte
Watashi ni koi shiterutte

Terebi de mita
Furui eiga
Musical no
Revue mitai ne
Baby machi wa itsumo parade
Baby hora ne kikoeru desho

Yo no naka ni wa
Happy ya
Lucky ga ippai aru yo ne
Kuchizuketai
Ureshikute
Hoho hozuri
Shitakunaru desho

Hora revue ga hajimaru
Hora okurenaide ne
Hora revue ga hajimaru
Hora wasurenaide ne

Yo no naka ni wa
Sweet ya
Catchy ga
Ippai aru hazu
Kami-sama
Parade ni
Ame nante furasenaide
Yo no naka ni
Happy mo
Lucky mo
Zenzen nakutemo
Anata to nara
Ureshikute
Hoho hozuri shitakunaru desho
Hozuri shitakunaru desho

Hora revue ga hajimaru
Hora okurenaide ne
Hora revue ga hajimaru
Hora wasurenaide ne


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I didn’t notice till I looked
In the mirror
This morning
I’m falling in love with you
I’m falling in love with you

Where am I going
Dressing up?
Yes, I’m going
To see you
Baby, this town is always a parade
Baby, so I am following

In this world
There are a lot of sweet
And catchy things
Wanna hug
Wanna be happy
Don’t you want to hold them close?

Hey, the revue is starting
Hey, don’t be late
Hey, the revue is starting
Hey, don’t forget

Perhaps you noticed
When you
Looked at me today
You’re fallin’ in love
Fallin’ in love with me

On tv I saw
And old movie
It was like
A musical revue
Baby, the town is always a parade
Baby listen! don’t you hear it?

In this world
There a lot of happy
And lucky things
Wanna kiss
Wanna be glad
Don’t you want to hold them close?
Don’t you want to hold them close?

Hey, the revue is starting
Hey, don’t be late
Hey, the revue is starting
Hey, don’t forget

In this world
There are a lot of
Sweet
And catchy things
Oh lord,
Don’t rain
On my parade
But even if there is no
Happy
Or lucky things at all
In this world
You make me
So happy
Don’t you wanna hold them close?
Don’t you wanna hold them close?

Hey, the revue is starting
Hey, don’t be late
Hey, the revue is starting
Hey, don’t forget

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

yeah right

i think i just predicted the future. and i didnt realize it until this morning.

well, not really predicted but was able to visualize a future and unexpected event.

for example, the things that transpired on a friday were not actually the one i visualized in my head but it was close enough to create a link and what i visualized isnt really something thats likely to happen. possible but not probable. and i visualized it a week or two weeks before.

what i predicted was a conversation and betting. maybe its just a coincidence that i was going to engage in such a conversation and engage in betting on that particular day. what are the chances of such thought coming into your head out of nowhere and even prediciting the particular day of the month.

presidents are insignificant

Your result for The Supervillain Archetype Test...

The Megalomaniac

Ambitious, Intelligent, Calculating


The Megalomaniac is the most prestigious of super-villain classes. If anyone is ever going to rule the world, it will probably be you. 

Your main goal in life is power and domination, you have the tools to do it, and you know it. Megalomaniacs are intelligent and forceful, and they tend not to let their emotions cloud their judgment. Most of the time. They are usually found, or not found, working at the top of a huge structured organization, though many prefer to work by themselves.

The Megalomaniac has but one flaw, but its an invariably fatal one; arrogance. He knows that he can take over the world, and he isn't afraid to let you know, often elaborately and in great detail. They often do not foresee the fly in their ointment, because they do not want to admit that such a fly could exist.


Sample Megalomaniacs: Dr. Doom, Lex Luthor, Ras al'Ghul, Kang the Conqueror, Emperor Palpatine, Brain

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IQ over EQ and AQ

Your result for The Best Thing About You Test...

Intelligence

Intelligence is your strongest virtue


Intelligence (also called intellect) is an umbrella term used to describe a property of the mind that encompasses many related abilities, such as the capacities to reason, plan, and solve problems. And you? Your brain shines.  All 7 virtues are a part of you, but your intelligence runs deepest.


It is likely you're a smarty-pants.  And it's likely (but not necessary) that your discipline score is high also.  It takes a certain resolve to maintain all those neural thingies.


Intelligent famous people:  Einstein, Shakespeare, Da Vinci.


Your raw relative scores follow.  0% is low, and 100% is perfect, nearly impossible.  Note that I pitted the virtues against each other, so in some way these are relative scores. It's impossible to score high on all of them, and a low score on one is just relatively low compared to the other virtues.


        YOUR VIRTUES


        10% Compassion


        67% Intelligence


        50% Humility


        67% Honesty


        50% Discipline


        29% Courage


        50% Passion

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twist and turn trilogy

Your result for The Director Who Films Your Life Test...

Roger Corman

Your film will be 45% romantic, 35% comedy, 39% complex plot, and a $ 25 million budget.

An action-complex tale about a complex character that is you. Corman was responsible for a very early Jack Nicholson film, 1963's The Terror (Francis Coppola was associate producer), filmed in three days! The actor who plays you will emote complexity like Jack ... maybe Christian Slater or Gwyneth Paltrow. Also, Roger filmed the original Little Shop of Horrors film -- which in the 1980s was the basis for a hit Broadway musical and another film. All his films were shot for mere thousands of dollars, sometimes completed within the week. Roger knows talent, and knows how to keep costs down with complex stories such as your life story. His versions of Edgar Allen Poe stories are considered classics (The Raven, The Pit and the Pendulum), and also directed Deathsport and Bloody Mama in the 1970s. Oh, yeah, man, this guy will make your film a cult classic!

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Monday, September 15, 2008

i quit! wait, i already did

Your result for The Why Are You Single Test...

Male Best Friend

You scored 0 despair, 25 relationship potential, 75 feelings, and 75 patience


You're always there, you're nice, you're the shoulder to cry on, you get along just fine, why won't she/he date you? you're the "male best friend"

DragonflyBlade21: A woman has a close male friend. This means that he is probably interested in her, which is why he hangs around so much. She sees him strictly as a friend. This always starts out with, you're a great guy, but I don't like you in that way. This is roughly the equivalent for the guy of going to a job interview and the company saying, You have a great resume, you have all the qualifications we are looking for, but we're not going to hire you. We will, however, use your resume as the basis for comparison for all other applicants. But, we're going to hire somebody who is far less qualified and is probably an alcoholic. And if he doesn't work out, we'll hire somebody else, but still not you. In fact, we will never hire you. But we will call you from time to time to complain about the person that we hired.

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im a dirty young man

Your result for The Dirty Mind Test...

Filthy

You scored 83% Dirtiness!


Judging by your score, your mind is a wasteland of perversion and impurity. Congratulations! You are officially in possession of a dirty mind. You probably enjoy dirty jokes very much and appreciate the sexy things in life. Thinking about sex is something you do often, and you probably wonder why other people can't loosen up.

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yeah, now this is a test result i like...just shows how geeky i am

Your result for The Which SUPER HERO are you Test...

Batman

Congratulations! You scored a super ###%!


Cool, calm and powerful. Whilst your actual super abilities may not be anything too dazzling, you have earnt the respect of both friends and enemies in response to your amazing fighting skills, strategic combat and experience.

Luckily you have access to the greens which can fund all your majorly cool gadgets, vehicles and weapons! Also, you're reluctant but still accepting to the idea of having a teammate/side-kick, which just makes everything a whole lotta fun, doesn't it now!

On the down side, you've probably suffered some sort of trauma at a young age (that's why we don't talk to the old man near the swings, kids).
Similar to the Wolverine, your past is a base for your current motivation, undertaking some kind of personal vow in search of justice.

All in all though, you're one tough nut. There's not a lot of people who have the minerals to go up against you, and you're experienced enough not to get cocky and let the little things like never finding happiness get you down!

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does this even matter

Your result for The Your Type of Girl Test...

The Hot Friend

42% Sexy-Cute, 40% Dark-Light, 54% Artsy-Stylish



Sexy, neither Dark nor Light, and neither Artsy nor Stylish, she's just the Hot Friend. You know you've got one of these. Great face, great uh... assets. This is the type of girl who is fawned on by guys constantly, never realizes it, and finally marries some jackass who's just like you... but damn it, it's not you!



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Also, make sure to check out my Beautiful Faces Test if you haven't already.


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SexyDarkArtsyThe Goth Girl
SexyDarkNot Artsy or StylishThe Brooding Poet
SexyDarkStylishThe Mistress
SexyNot Dark or LightArtsyThe Hippie Chick
SexyNot Dark or LightNot Artsy or StylishThe Hot Friend
SexyNot Dark or LightStylishThe Sorority Girl
SexyLightArtsyThe Actress
SexyLightNot Artsy or StylishYour Friend's Sister
SexyLightStylishThe Prom Queen
CuteDarkArtsyThe Suicide Girl
CuteDarkNot Artsy or StylishThe Bad Girl
CuteDarkStylishThe Bettie Page Girl
CuteNot Dark or LightArtsyThe Art Student
CuteNot Dark or LightNot Artsy or StylishThe Girl Next Door
CuteNot Dark or LightStylishThe Debutante
CuteLightArtsyThe New Age chick
CuteLightNot Artsy or StylishThe Favorite Friend
CuteLightStylishThe Cheerleader

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

im a sexy baby

Your result for What's Your Style? A Choose Your Own Adventure Quiz!...

Sexy Baby

61% Sweet, 43% Susceptible, 57% Self-Sufficient, 73% Self-Assured, 26% Sleazy, 50% Sexy, 60% Stable, 71% Spontaneous and 49% Shy!


You're to-the-point.  And by point, I mean SEX.  SEX SEX SEX.  You've got some moves on you, for sure, but perhaps you should enjoy the ride a bit more instead of trying to steer it... towards sex. 


Well, at least you're getting laid. You are, aren't you?  You're so sexy.

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ive got healing powers

Your result for The Heart Test...

Healer's Heart

You are 80% Independent, 30% Idealistic, 10% Intimate, and 70% Indulgent!



The Healer's Heart

Independent, Realistic, Passionate, Indulgent


You are the most altruistic of hearts, the Healer's Heart. You are realistic in your approach to love and value your independence. At the same time you are very passionate about love and want to do whatever in your power to make things run smoothly. You will relieve whatever pain you can in your mate. At the same time, you recognize the need to be there for others as well. Still, you will always be there for your mate and will never hurt them if you can help it.


Matches for the Healer's Heart:


The Lonely Heart

The Lonely Heart wants to be loved, but may not know how to go about it. Your healing nature will bring out the hidden aspects of their heart and you will appreciate their intimate nature and need for love, and associate with their realistic views and want for harmony.


The Broken Heart

The Broken Heart needs to be loved, which is fine with you, but they also can be a bit quarrelsome, something you may not like. But your healing nature should help them with this, and your independent nature can allow you to give them the space they need to cool off. Ultimately, you will find it very rewarding to be the one to mend the Broken Heart, and you will come to cherish them.




Your exact opposite is the Heart on Sleeve.




Avoid Independents when you can. You are independent yourself, but aren't happy unless you are helping others, so you need those who need you to be fulfilled in a relationship. Explicits may also be difficult to get along with as you value harmony, but you should be able to work it out.

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im exotic

Your result for The Lover Style Profile Test...

The Exotic Lover

32% partner focus, 24% aggressiveness, 85% adventurousness


Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:



You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance.



This places you in the Lover Style of: The Exotic Lover.



The Exotic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and conjures images of the exotic, romantic hero out of a romance novel, or perhaps a slightly dangerous and deadly sexy femme fatale from a noir mystery. The Exotic Lover loves pleasure and is a treasure to date, though it can be difficult to do so because they sometimes tend to be mysterious and reluctant to commit.



In terms of physical love, the Exotic Lover can be quite surprising, as they are often more exciting and adventurous than predicted. Given a little freedom, and the right lover, the Exotic Lover can be a delight in bed.



Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Liberated Lover (most of all) or the Devoted Lover, or the Romantic Lover.



Congratulations!



If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in the following:



Nerds, Geeks & Dorks



Professional Wrestling




Buffy the Vampire Slayer




America/Politics




Thanks Again! -- THE LOVER STYLE PROFILE TEST

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category 5?

Your result for The WILL YOU GET INSIDE MY PANTS Test...

Category 5

You scored 58/10 sexiness!






That's right, my bikini pants are round my ankles and you've got me. All I can say is - "Shag me harder!" You are my fantasy guy and I've been desperate for you since the bus!

What a shame we live like 5000 miles away and you'll never get to see inside my pants - 'cos your welcome there any time! Never mind eh? Message me anyway ;)

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Sunday, September 07, 2008

dream recall

got another one of them hodgepodge dreams.

i dreamt that i got called for recitation in nego. the case was Boon. and i dont think such a case exists. well,  i made use of a digest and stammered my way out of it.

then i dreamt of being in a van with law school blockmates heading somewhere.

then i dreamt of getting __ from salesladies in a mall.

then i dreamt of cooking something. its like a gourment hotdog sandwich of some sort. it has a hotdog sandwich bun with a hotdog on one side, the condiments in the middle and another topping on the other side. dont remember if its another type of meat. anyway, i was cooking a lot of it like im cooking for a party or something. 

for the first one, i think its because ive been worriying of getting called since sooner or later i will get called. for the second one, maybe its because of the upcoming field trip. as for the third, well, im a guy and guys think about sex related stuff every six seconds. as for the fourth one, i was craving for a chili dog sandwich earlier this week but not anymore. 

Monday, August 25, 2008

reunited

just had a dream that all of us were together again (the "happy bunch" plus me). we were walking in UP at around 630am. found a bag of chocolates. weird. guess i just dont want to admit that i miss the good old days.

im the nowhere man

give me an opportunity to disappear, the moment you take your eyes off me, im bound to be nowhere to be found....

Nowhere man lyrics:


He's a real nowhere Man,
Sitting in his Nowhere Land,
Making all his nowhere plans
for nobody.

Doesn't have a point of view,
Knows not where he's going to,
Isn't he a bit like you and me?
Nowhere Man, please listen,
You don't know what you're missin',
Nowhere Man, the world is at your command.

(lead guitar)

He's as blind as he can be,
Just sees what he wants to see,
Nowhere Man can you see me at all?

Nowhere Man, don't worry,
Take your time, don't hurry,
Leave it all 'till somebody else
lends you a hand.

Doesn't have a point of view,
Knows not where he's going to,
Isn't he a bit like you and me?

Nowhere man please listen,
you don't know what your missin'
Nowhere Man, the world is at your command

He's a real Nowhere Man,
Sitting in his Nowhere Land,
Making all his nowhere plans
for nobody.
Making all his nowhere plans
for nobody.
Making all his nowhere plans
for nobody.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

in re pinochet

a man shall not be a judge in his own cause--nemo judex in sua causa

no one may be a judge in his own cause: nemo debet esse judex in propria causa

Sunday, July 13, 2008

FMA

Your result for The Full Metal Alchemist Test...

You're obsessed


You are unnaturally obsessed with the show. You know it's ins and outs, and you more than likely enjoyed every minute of it. You love the action, the drama, the sorrow, and the wonderment.

YOU ARE NOT WELL.

But that's okay. I'm not either.

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i thought i was a hermit

Your result for The Attachment Style Test...

The Exile


You are uncomfortable getting close to others. You want emotionally close relationships, but you find it difficult to trust others completely. You feel that people don't fully understand you, and to be honest you're not certain you fully understand yourself. You never wanted it to happen, but now you're an outcast and you're resigned to your fate. They think you're not good enough? Well, you figure, maybe that's true. You don't need them, anyway.


 


Fictional character with whom you might identify: Elphaba (Wicked), Smeagol/Gollum (The Lord of the Rings)



Smeagol.jpg Elphaba.jpg



open 24/7

Your result for Which of the "Big Five" personality traits best represents you?...

Openness


Your strongest "Big Five" is Openness!


Openness is a general appreciation for art, emotion, adventure, unusual ideas, imagination, curiosity,  and variety of experience. This trait distinguishes imaginative people from down-to-earth, conventional people. People who are open to experience are intellectually curious, appreciative of art, and sensitive to beauty. They tend to be, compared to closed people, more creative and more aware of their feelings. They are more likely to hold unconventional beliefs.


People with low scores on openness tend to have more conventional, traditional interests. They prefer the plain, straightforward, and obvious over the complex, ambiguous, and subtle. They may regard the arts and sciences with suspicion, regarding these endeavors as abstruse or of no practical use. Closed people prefer familiarity over novelty. They are conservative and resistant to change.

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im the most humble person i know

Your result for The Best Thing About You Test...

Humility


Humility is the defining characteristic of an unpretentious and modest person, someone who does not think that he or she is better or more important than others.  And you? When you do the right thing, you're doing it for all the right reasons.  All 7 virtues are a part of you, but your humility runs deepest.


It is likely you're a quiet type. But if not, then you just have dark, secret side that loves to give.


Humble famous people:  JD Salinger, Isaac Newton, Harry Potter (pre-puberty)


Your raw relative scores follow.  0% is low, and 100% is perfect, nearly impossible.  Note that I pitted the virtues against each other, so in some way these are relative scores. It's impossible to score high on all of them, and a low score on one is just relatively low compared to the other virtues.


        YOUR VIRTUES


        50% Compassion


        67% Intelligence


        75% Humility


        56% Honesty


        38% Discipline


        29% Courage


        25% Passion

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i am the rook

Your result for Which Chess Piece are You Test?...

The Queen's Rook


The Queen’s Rook is a pensive, analytical individual. They don’t mind spending long periods of time on their own to work through problems. They may venture so far into thought they appear vacant or detached; often they really are oblivious of the world at that moment. These wayward princes are precise about descriptions and by habit correct others (or feel sorely tempted) if the shade of meaning is slightly off. This is annoying to the less concise, but this is what gives the Queen’s Rook a gift for gab, especially in writing.


 


This Rook is relatively easy going until their principles of truth, knowledge and justice are violated. Because of this they hate the formalities of bureaucracy, politics, and authority – which tend to mask the truth of operations. They will respond with a flip of the switch and become outspoken and inflexible. They will eventually drop the issue, because they do prefer a reserved and benign ambiance. The problem with the Queen’s Rook is when they are debating a point; they may be convincing themselves as much as their opponent. They spend a considerable amount of time second-guessing their abilities and may come to multiple conclusions that offer plausible solutions.


 


An indicator that a friend may be a Queen’s Rook is an obsession with logic. If a mistake is made, it is because there wasn’t enough data or it was placed out of context. Another indicator you’re friend is a Rook, throw a strategy game at them. They enjoy Risk, Bridge, Chess, and word games. Never rush the Rook. They don’t draw conclusions very quickly. If one were to gather a bunch of Rooks together to form a group they may debate:


 


1.) Whether or not there should be a group.


2.) Exactly what name should the proposed group choose?


3.) Which of the persons in the group should take responsibility or should they rotate?

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trip down memory lane: beatles

im not really a beatles fan but i loved their songs since i was 8 or 9 (i think there is a high standard to call oneself as a beatles fan).

i remember back in grade school that i chatted with classmates and playmates who also liked their songs. i even said they had this way of bending their knees while they perform on stage. of course, it was just a hastydeduction based on one video i saw. 

there was one time where we played this game where we will sing a portion of a beatles song and the one who runs out of a beatles song to sing loses.

there was also one time where we debated if a particular song was a beatles song or not. one playmate insisted that don mclean's "vincent" was a beatles song. of course, we violently objected. 

i also had one of the beatles anthology albums, in cassette! it comes in twos and if i remember correctly its costs P300 each. since there are three, it would amount to P900. but i got my anthology 1 as a gift so i really didnt spend anything. unfortunately, i wasnt able to buy the other 2 anthology albums. and i didnt like it back then because i thought it was a compilation of their hit singles. i couldnt appreciate the demo versions and their other not so popular songs. i dont think like that anymore.

i also remember mistaking paul mccartney for george harrison in their "Get Back" music video.

when i was a law school freshman and just got home from an all-nighter activity, and i only had an hour or two before i go back again to school, i played beatles song in my winamp playlist while working on my PC.

between the I am Sam soundtrack and Across the Universe soundtrack, i prefer the latter one.

john lennon is my favorite beatle.

Sunday, July 06, 2008

dream recall

just had a weird dream involving a spirit/ghost. it started when 4 people i know ended up staying in my room for the night. when they left in the morning, they had no idea that a ghost got attracted to one of them (because she's pretty and not because she's a ghost magnet and not because her name is cat-like. i mean cats are somehow linked to spirits in myths right?) and followed them from where they came from to my room. and when they left, the ghost wasnt able to follow them and got stuck in my room. and i found out about it because it manifested itself and i was forced to live with it in my own room. it wasnt easy because even if he's a ghost, he demands space. which is kinda weird because, he's a ghost and he's demanding to occupy a physical space. like for example, i cant make use of the bed because he's using it. what the? youre a freaking ghost! what do you need the bed for? so its like living with someone who is squatting in your room. anyway, i ended up asking the person i know to come back to my room and lure the ghost to leave. and then i woke up because someone was knocking in my door. as usual, i dont get to finish the dream because its time to wake up.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

dream recall: teleporter

had an interestingly weird dream this morning.

i was in some kind of cemetery and there was this big contraption of sorts. i was told it was a teleporter or teleporting machine of some sort. that explained why a hand keeps appearing from tha machine holding some furniture like things. they were teleporting things from one place to another. so there must be a person in some other place, taking the things inside one machine to be teleported to another. like a 2 way portal or something. anyway, my reaction was "thats incredible. someone finally invented a machine that teleports stuff". the guy i was talking to replied it was a top secret machine and what i was watching is a test run. and no one would ever imagine that such a machine was finally made in this country.

then the next thing i know, i was back in highschool. sort of. the people around me were highschool batchmates but we were in UP as if it was our campus. the "teleporter" machine was there too. i pretended that i knew nothing of the future because the people acted as if being highschool students was the present time, like talking which college to apply with. and i was very aware that im already in law school. i was much into pretending that im just a highschool student that when a law school blockmate showed up, i pretended i dont recognize her and even asked her how she knew me. thats all. just a weird dream. i havent had interesting dreams for weeks.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

dream recall

i dreamt of kenny rogers' muffins. i ate all six as if i was really eating each and one of them...or it (3 blueberry and 3 chocolate or whatever the flavor of them choco ones). if only the dream could give me the feeling of fullness in my tummy when i woke up. anyway, i realized that i havent been eating like i used to do. i just eat so that my stomach would have something in it, so i wont have ulcer or something. like a minimum requirement. i used to eat until i get the feeling of fullness.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

dream recall

havent posted anything here for almost 2mos. anyway, just woke up. submitted my all-nighter memorial yesterday, so i needed sleep badly. and well, im a bit happy to have had a good dream. well, its not really good but there a was a itsy bitsy portion that was nice.

dont remember it in its entirety. i remember lying in bed with a knife stabbed in my back. and my back hurts right now, were the stab wound is supposed to be. maybe thats why i dreamt i had a knife stabbed in my back. it was because that portion of my back was hurting. anyway, in the dream, it was like i was nearing death because there was this medical equipment of sorts with numbers from 1-100. the lower the number, the nearer i am to dying, the higher the number, well, full health. just like a video game. so there. i eventually recovered but i became really weak, and light in terms of weight. its like i became extremely...umm...delicate. if i jump too hard or just jump high or stomp, i might break my legs or something like that. and when i wear a backpack, i turn turtle if im not mindful of my balance. so in the dream, i was like some geriatric, who walks carefully and slowly, so i would not hurt myself. and i was still in law school. so that really sucked because i need to carry a lot of stuff from time to time and i had to climb a flight of stairs. anyway, then the nice part happened, got a hug that just felt so nice in that dream. i dont know why she hugged me, but it wasnt something she did spontaneously. we talked but i dont remember what we talked about, but it ended with she hugging me and both of us not wanting that hug to end. if not for her friends who were standing nearby waiting for her, i wouldnt have asked her to leave. it just felt so nice and well, real. maybe its the draining paper that i did the day before. since i didnt specify who this girl is, i think ill forget who she is when i read this entry....maybe six months from now. and this would be a pointless because it wouldnt serve the purpose of reminding me of things i want to remember.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

bughaw blood/dugong blue

snatched this from elaine, who got it from diane, who got it from joe. thats as far as i can trace the source of this quiz. if this was a negotiable instrument, like a check, could this be considered stale since an unreasonable amount of time had elapsed since the last time this was negotiated? am i a holder in due course? sorry, im still not over the midterm exam i took last friday.

IF YOUR BLUE BLOODEDNESS WOULD BE GRADED, WHAT WOULD YOUR FINAL MARK BE?

Place an X inside the box if it applies to you.


[x] Bought something from the A Shop (not really the A shop near xavier hall but the one in moro, its a similar shop, bought a shirt and a thermos mug)
[x] Got an A for at least one subject
[x] Understood the definition of "HELL" week…(is this an atenean term, like "free cut"?)
[ ] and regretted finding out what it meant (didnt regret finding out what it meant, ive always been the type to face hell head on, only to fail miserably in the end. then get up and face hell again, and fail, and so on and so forth. its a never ending cycle of failure due to sheer stupidity pretending to be bravery. people sometimes think its the latter but its actually stupidity because i dont really realize the gravity of what im getting myself into)
[x] Has taken/ Currently taking PE 101 (with elaine, luis, joe and miguel...may nakalimutan ba ko?)

score: 4

[ ] Crammed three papers in one night (i dont think so. i make sure i cram only one at a time kasi when i cram, its really cramming. i remember sitting sa may ISO doing manual spell checks, i.e. using a pencil to correct the spellings, last minute corrections)
[ ] Gave a class presentation that you now regret (not that im always prepared but i dont regret the presentations ive made, even the one in my japanese class where i reported about Filipino literature. that was stupid but not my fault. my partner was supposed to tackle japanese literature and compare it with my report but he didnt show up so i was left with only my report, which has no relation to the subject. the show must go on)
[ ] Know at least one photocopy lady because of professors who loved Xerox machines
[x ] Got an F in a long test (of course. the only way you can handle failure is to experience it first hand. you either intend to fail or just fail. i do the latter. got a 17 out of 100 sa math11. not proud of it, but its funny when you think about it)
[x ] Promised to do better but didn't in general

score: 2

[x] Exerted effort to be exempted sa finals (yes and it happened only once, Psychology 101)
[x] Striven for bonus points (i think the papers sa class ni millard lim were for bonus points)
[x] Slept in the library (3rd floor ng rizal lib, sa may window area na may view ng xavier hall)
[x] Ate lunch outside the caf
[x] Got a Jesuit for a teacher (Fr. Arcilla, Fr. David, Fr. Ferriols)

score: 5

[x] Ate at least in 10 establishments in Katipunan (mcdo, jollibee, kfc, ken afford, pizza hut, kenny rogers naabutan ko pa burger king, eyrie, dunkin donuts at tapa king)
[ ]Got an attack from a higad
[x]Watched BlueRep and TA plays required (twelfth night ba yung first?)
[x] Preferred Manang's food over the Caf's
[ ] Screamed your lungs out in Araneta for the Blue Eagles (never. sorry. i just dont get that excited to cheer unless im moderately intoxicated then im going to shout and complain on every call of the referee)

score: 3

[ ] Puked at Math 19 and 20 (didnt have those)
[ ] Went to CERSA night
[x] Signed-up for an Org
[ ] Joined an org that has a screening
[ ] Became active in that org

Score: 1

[x ] Joined a socially oriented org (atsca?)
[x ] Played cards during long breaks
[x] Found immersion trips meaningful
[x] Went to school in flip-flops (nope. my feet are too beautiful to be seen by the naked eye. its so beautiful that mortals would not understand why its beautiful in the first place)
[ ] Went to school in "pambahay attire" (nope. crumpled shirts, yes)

score: 4

[ ] Went to school wearing chucks (never had chucks, or nike shoes, grew up with puma...wait, whats wrong with chucks? did i get this question correctly?)
[ ] Hated your random number (no. i dont even recall how the random number works)
[ ] Been to Drew's (i wont mark this. graduate na ko nung nakapunta ko dito eh and im no longer part of the ateneo community by that time. i am an alumni but i didnt go there as an atenean)
[ ] Have an organizer, whether it be from Starbucks, Go Nuts, Belle de Jour or whatever!
[x] Went to class without showering after P.E.

score: 1

[ ] Wanted to tell the guards to... umm... Go Fry! (clean version) (the guards never bothered me)
[ ] had accidentally seen a make-out session
[ ] Used consultation times properly (i think i only attended a consultation once and it was by accident. here i was walking sa soc sci, minding my own business when some blockmates saw me and told me its my business to go with them and consult tirol, so like always, i tag along and end up where i probably need to be but not where i intended to be, like dirk gently's navigational technique)
[x] Brought an umbrella but it didn't rain (i always have an umbrella or 99% of the time. i just dont like to use it though)
[ ] Left an umbrella and then it rained (it rained and i refuse to use the umbrella)

score: 1

[ ] Went to school trying to make porma but no one noticed (never been my thing to do such a thing)
[x] Went to school looking crappy and everyone noticed (went to school looking crappy and people dont notice because thats how i look everyday)
[ ] Camwhored a lot
[x] Saw artistas and completely ignored them (of course i would ignore them. i ignore my own blockmates, artista pa kaya)
[x] Spoke in a conyo way (sadly yes. sometimes it cant be helped. its like parseltongue, you were sorted to be an atenean and therefore, it follows that you can speak the dialect)

score: 3

[x] Found a Chinese girl/boy hot (chinese girl yes. chinese boy, no)
[ ] Nagulat sa lumulubog na block sa SOM-Overpass walkway
[x] Had a block party (those were the days my friend we thought they'd never end...)
[ ] Cut class to watch a movie with blockmates
[ ] Have at least 25 Ateneans on your Ym list (almost but not quite)

score: 2

[ ] Became an FFL
[ ] Traded dvds of American tv shows with your friends (didnt have a dvd player back then)
[ ] Went to E-wood for nothing
[ ] Wore aviator glasses in Ateneo (huh?)
[x] Ate in class

score: 1

[ ] Became EMO for no apparent reason in school
[ ] Thought friendster is a bust and multiply is SOOO much better (didnt know about multiply back then)
[x] Voted in the Sanggu elections (i know i voted but i cant remember who)
[x] Read the Guidon and Matanglawin thoroughly
[ ] Tried to avoid the guards because you left your oh-so-precious ID

score: 2

[x] Engaged in deep-thinking while in Ateneo gardens such as Zen and SOM walkway (im always engaged in deep thought...back then)
[ ] Bought coffee from Figaro sa MVP basement
[ ] Nakapaghang-out sa isang MVP room
[ ] Became an official YouTube addict while waiting for class
[ ] Knew why Jesuit education is priceless (sorry i cant say its priceless til i can compare it with another college education)

score: 1

[ ] Learned a lot about life due to your Philosophy and Theology subjects (again, sorry)
[x] Went to Ateneo even if you had no class (yep. last few months before i graduated. tambay lang maghapon, nagpapatangay sa hangin)
[x] Knew at least 7 famous Ateneo Alumni
[ ] Laughed at Tapdancers (i used to think tapdancing was fun, but when i saw the class, well, it didnt look that enjoyable)
[x] Ran out of ink due to numerous papers you had to pass

score: 3

[ ] Maximized the use of your flash drive (i dont have a flash drive)
[x] Celebrated diversity in the Ateneo
[x] Kept OrSem memories (i hated the orsem back then. it was an entire day of doing nothing but fun and games, and i wasnt the type who would like to spend my day that way when i can be at home watching some anime on AXN)
[ ] Watched a movie with fellow Ateneans that aren't from your block
[x] Had the hots for a fellow Atenean

score: 3

Worth 3 points each:
[ ] Attended simbang gabi at Gesu
[ ] REGed2Vote
[ ] Screamed in Araneta for the Blue Eagles
[ ] Know at least 3 Ateneo cheers (halikinu...thats all i know)
[ ] Memorized and sung A Song for Mary whole-heartedly
[ ] Got to be on the Dean's list for at least a semester
[ ] Prayed to St. Ignatius of Loyola

score:

Worth 5 points:

[ ] Called yourself an Atenean (studying in ateneo or a student from ateneo and calling oneself an atenean are two different things. i use the former to refer to myself. maybe im just not blue blooded enough)

score:



TOTAL: 36 (not sure if i added my points correcty. i think i did. if i didnt, im really poor in math)

ATENEO QPI: = F (see, im really not blue blooded)

A= 92-100
B+= 86-91
B= 77-85
C+= 69-76
C= 60-68
D= 50-59
F= 49 and below

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

consolidated surveys

ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
> scar...scar...hmm...thinking of that lightning bolt scar...do i have a scar? wait...i have this circular scar on my left arm with a 3mm diameter more or less. how did i get it? skin biopsy

WHAT IS ON THE WALL IN YOUR ROOM?
> a poster i made. i made some sort of collage out of the pirated audio CD covers.

HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
> on a scale of 1-10, a usual day is a 5. now, its 4.289

WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
> none at the moment but a few minutes ago, eraserheads. listened to their first three albums

DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
> yep. 1:20am

WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
> usually peace of mind

WHAT DO YOU MISS?
> more of going to miss, and thats HARRY POTTER! or waiting for a new Harry Potter book to read

WHICH DO YOU PREFER HOTDOGS/BURGERS?
> BURGERS!

WHAT ARE YOU CONSIDERED
[PREP,GOTHIC,JOCK,ETC??]
> goth...or well, used to be. not quite sure if im a goth

DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
> nope. i love darkness. not because of the goth thing. it just so happens that i like it

THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT OUT WITH?
> siblings.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE/PERFUME?
> aspen. i havent smelled its scent since grade 6.

WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU
LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
> brown for the eyes, hair,as long as the color fits the person, like Tonks who looked nice in purple

COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
> coffee

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA?
> almost any pizza as long as its not a slice of bread with cheese, ketchup and single piece of ham, meaning something thats posing as a pizza

IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
> hmm...seafood...or something served in a fancy restaurant that serves western food

WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT MADE YOU MAD?
> hmmm...mad? as in angry or crazy? i easily get pissed lately, though i dont lose my temper, i just exert more effort to shut my mouth and react

DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
> the usual languages pinoys know

WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE
YOU?
> most likely its a toy. earliest i can think of is a toy horsie, the one with a horse-head and a stick.

DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
> unfortunately, none at the moment. is still there a flavor of the month for magnolia ice cream?

FAVORITE CLOTHES?
> t-shirt

WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS TAKEN?
> not sure, it hasnt happened to me

WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
> im not the expressive type

SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100
> 3

WHO IS THE PERSON YOU CALL OFTEN?
> not much of a caller

WHAT ANNOYS YOU?
> anything depending on my mood

YOUR WEAKNESSES?
> ive revealed some already and i wouldnt want to say it again or point it out explicitly

FIRST JOB?
> never been employed

EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
> of course

WHAT WERE YOU DOING WHEN YOU FILLED
THIS?
> feeling crappy.

IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
> im not interested

WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
> as a distraction...i guess

WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
> hmmm...havent received any lately, hehehe. that im reliable. used to be.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
> the moment i hear it, im going to scream at the top of my lungs the first curse word that comes to mind, and mobilize people against it or start a revolution.

WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
> i usually ask for very expensive stuff so people wont be able to buy them. its never been a question of what i desire but if forced to answer such question, i usually make it difficult or complicated

HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
> i was destined to have one if ever i do get married but after reading book seven, id like to have 2 or 3

WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
> nope

DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
> nope

WHICH FINGER(S) IS YOUR FAVORITE?
> middle finger

WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
> teary-eyed...two weeks ago

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
> yeah. its not good but its mine


1)Who did you last go out
with?
* answered this already...siblings

(2) What do you want to receive on your
birthday?
* answered this already

(3) Reach your hand out to the right.
What do you touch?
* nothing

(4) What time did you sleep last night?
* 1am?

(5) What's the wallpaper on your computer?
* melissa theuriau, the world most beautiful reporter...as far as i know

(6) What can you hear besides the computer?
* nothing

(7) Do you agree to the saying "to Forgive is to forget"?
* no. reminds me of a quote from paulo coelho, "waiting is painful. forgetting is painful. but not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering". got it from FIND magazine or article years ago, i think, for desaparecidos. think of jonas burgos' mother saying this quote.

(8) When, where was the last time tears started to roll down your cheek?
* what is it with tears and surveys!

(9) What/who makes you happy?
* its never been a question of happiness...well, never been since 1997

(10) What makes you sad?
* no more harry potter books!

(11) What are your favorite books?
* what the? at the moment harry potter!

(12) What would you like to have right at this moment which seems totally impossible?
* book eight of harry potter? or god-like powers or be a minor god

(13) Who will you turn to if you have a huge probLem?
* myself. but if i cant handle it on my own (which i think is the point of the question), i look for the person best suited for the problem. usually si diane, hehehe

(14) What's your favorite song at the moment?
* shake yer head by eheads

(15) What was the last song that kept ringing on
* tindahan ni aling nena...haay, tatlong araw na lang at babay na.

(16) What was the best event that happened last year?
* 2006....hmmm...no particular event seems to be standing out....wait...how could i forget, second half of january, got a message from a girl ive been looking for since i last saw her, which was 1996. ten years of no news and then one morning, a message

(18) Last thing you ate?
* roast chicken

(19) Who were you with?
* siblings

(20) Have you gone to the beach just w/ your buddies?
*yep but havent done that for quite some time now

(21)Do you love sunsets?
* yep.

(22)When is your b-day
* 11 month, on the 4th week, 2 days before the last day

(23)What are your wishes for your birthday?
* getting tired with this question.

(24)Who do you wanna be w/ on the day of your birthday?
* i dont even know what day it is. depends on the day i guess. or depends on what will happen in the next months and weeks preceding it

(25)Have you ever felt that you've been taken for granted?
* havent thought of that but now that you ask...hmmm...not sure

(26) thing/s you regret?
* no regrets or i try to make sure that i stick to it, not regret anything

(27) Is there anything else you want to do besides answering this survey?
* answer another survey?

(28)What's the most important sentence/s that lingers in your mind now?
* interesting question...mind suddenly went blank

(29)cookies n' cream or double dutch?
* double dutch

(30)Chocolate cake or brazo demercedez?
*chocolate cake

(33) Do you like spongebob?
* more of a squidward person

(34) Do you know how to play the guitar?
* no

(35) Who's the last person you texted?
* cant remember...my fone's a bit loco.

(37) KFC or Kenny Rogers?
* kenny rogers

(37)Beach or CAMPING?
* i think id choose...camping...havent done that

(38) Do you find yourself sexy?
* hmmm...depends on my mood. most of the time, no

(39) Hotdogs or cheesedogs?
* hotdogs

(40) Do you like Shawarma?
* yep

(41)is there someone you're missing right now?
* harry potter and his friends

(42)Do you love someone right now?
* none at the moment

(43) Where did you go last Friday?
* school


Q : What is your status?
A : single since birth

Q : What were you doing 5 minutes ago?
A : answering the previous survey

Q : What is your fave sports?
A : not a spory person

Q : Do you cry most of the time you have problems?
A : nope.

Q : Did you have a fight with sum1 today?
A : nope

Q : What are your fave subject?
A : science

Q : Who cheer u up d most in your life?
A : friends

Q : Do u like to chat?
A : not much

Q : Last chat with
A : months ago...cant remember...

Q : Do you like to laugh?
A : ha!

Q : Last testi from? What's the testi about?
A : kai. referring to an inuman session and me throwing one liners from time to time

Q : Last message from? What's about?
A : forwarded message

Q : Last food?
A : lollipop. i usually dont like candies, im a chocolate person but since i was craving for something sweet, i settled for a lollipop

Q : Do you have an exam?
A : nope.

Q : Do you think people who like to study a lot is a nerd?
A : nerdy yes. but nerd..not necessarily

Q : What's your opinion about long distance relationship?
A : i used to think its worth giving a shot but now, i dont think so. its difficult thats certain

Q : About love at the first sight?
A : at the moment, no

Q : Do you ever love sumone but he/she didnt like you?
A : umm...i always assume im not likeable. thats the rebuttable presumption

Q : Did you ever dump sumone?
A : nope

Q : Have you ever taken a relationship with sumone u didn't love?
A : nope.

Q : Have you ever hurt sumone who loved u so much?
A: yep. i have the tendency to do that

Q : Do you like your school?
A : yep

Q : Do you have a new bestfriend?
A : close friends

Q : Do you have sumthing you must do right now?
A : yep, study for Public International Law and Negotiable Instruments Law




1. What does your MySpace quote mean?
elipsis

2. Elaborate on your default photo:
took it last december out of boredom (multiply), took it last march during my sister's graduation, again out of bordeom (blogger), took it when we visited the supreme court for the oral arguments on PP1017...i think (friendster)

3. Who is the first person on your top 6?
what top 6?

4. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend on your top 6?
im lost

5. What exactly are you wearing?
shirt and shorts

6. What is your current problem?
no more harry potter books!

7. What do you love most?
objects with sentimental value or i highly value

8. What makes you most happy?
cant think of any. at the moment im annoyed with the noise the neighbors are doing

9. Are you musically inclined?
no but i love to listen to music

10. Which shoe goes on first?
huh? left shoe?

11. If you could go back in time, and change something...
id make sure i didnt end up in an all-boys school, i think that fucked me up

12. Ever have a near death experience?
no, but had close calls which could have resulted to serious physical injuries or death

14. Name an obvious quality you have:
im tall

15. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
kung kailangan mo ako...the neighbors just sang it, someones celebrating his birthday at past 12am

16. Any celeb you would marry?
lots of them. rachael leigh cook, gisele bundchen, jeon ji hyun, kate beckinsale, yukie nakama, jessica alba, keira knightley, jennifer lamiraqui, ana beatriz barros, megan fox, rose byrne, sonia couling

17. Who will cut and paste this first?
not expecting anyone

18. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
friedrich engels, william blake, claude levi-strauss, judd nelson, jon stewart, mary elizabeth winstead

19. Do you have a crush on someone?
none at the moment

20. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
yes

21. Been in a fight?
hmm...fist-fight? not really

22. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
yep

23. What's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?
depends

24. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
forgot...mocha frappe?

26. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
yep. i have masochistic tendencies

27. Say something totally random about you?
narrow-minded...dont know why...thats random

28. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yes. its not true of course because back in highschool, they said i looked like ynez veneracion, its the eyes most probably, then a few years back, i was constantly teased by my cousin as jennilyn mercado and that i better look for mark herras. what the?

28. How old are you?
23

21. Do you wear a watch?
yep

22. Do you have anything pierced?
nope. ive been meaning to but...

23. Do you have any tattoos?
nope. again, ive wanted to for years

24. What is your favorite word?
none at the moment...

25. Do you like to shop?
when depressed, window-shop

26. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?
food. before that, fare...and before that, harry potter books five and seven!

27. What was the last thing you paid for with a credit card?
i dont even have one.

28. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
hmmm...my father

29. What is on your desktop background?
still melissa theuriau. my wallpaper changes every 15 mins

33. Do you like redheads?
yes! but, theres none of that here

34. Do you know any twins?
yes..ehem, ehem, pau?

35. Do you have any weird relatives?
im the weirdest

36. What was the last movie you watched?
in a cinema, harry potter and the order of the phoenix....on video, grandma's boy

37. What was the last book you read?
harry potter!

38. Did you or do you go to college?
finished it already....3 years ago

39. What is your favorite pair of pants that you own?
depends, if the basis is comfort, the ones i usually wear, two pairs that looks very similar. same style but different shades of faded blue. if not for comfort, i like my bootcut pair. i rarely wear it. havent worn it more than three times i guess

40. What is your favorite day of the week?
when i was a kid, it was tuesdays and thursday. but as i grew older, good things or nice days are usually wednesdays
day.

Whats your middle name?
`- im going to change it to slytherin...tristan frederick slytherin tresvalles

Would you rather get 1,12 or 24 roses?
`- 13 black roses

What are you listening to right now?
`- the sound of silence...finally! few minutes ago, for half an hour, thy neighbors were noisy

What are the last 4 digits in your cell phone?
`- 4990

What was the last thing you ate?
`- lollipop

Last person you hugged?
`- hmmm...i dont hug but i think the last person that hugged me was iyen

How is the weather right now?
`- fine. a little warm though.

Who was the last person you talked to
`- my siblings

What is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?
`- depends

Do you want to go on vacation?
`- yes please

Do you drink?
`- yes but i think i need to take a two week break

Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
`- no. never had such a place where i could do so

Hair color?
`- black

Eye color?
- black

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
`- no

Favorite holiday?
`- chirstmas i guess

Favorite season?
`- rainy season. i love the rain

Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
`- yes

Last Movie you Watched?
`- answered this already

What books are you reading?
`- none at the moment, but ive recently read book seven of harry potter

Piercings?
`- none

Favorite Movie?
`- 50 first dates and transformers

Favorite college football Team?
`- theres no such thing

What were you doing before filling this out?
`- answering another survey

Any pets?
`- none

Dogs or cats ?
`- dogs

Favorite Flower?
`- white/black roses

Have you ever loved someone?
`- not sure

Who would you like to see right now?
`- the girls i think i liked...the previous question influenced the answer to this question

Have you ever fired a gun?
`- a rifle

Do you like to travel by train?
`- as long as its not crowded, yes

Right-handed or Left-handed?
`- lefty

If you were to go somewhere right now, where would you go ?
`- hawaii or japan or a first world european country

Are you missing someone?
`- answered this already

Do you have a tattoo?
`- none

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
`- i study on saturdays

Are you hiding something from someone?
`- i hide a lot of things

ARE YOU 18?
`- years ago

WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?
`- decepticons logo

DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
`- i think so

FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS
MORNING
`- SONA

WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
`- my cellphone

WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?
`- friends...music im in the mood to listen or movies im in the mood to watch...good food

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
`- no.

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
`- im fearless

ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
`- i think im a taker

ARE YOU SINGLE?
`- yes

Friday, July 20, 2007

dream recall: Dupan

went to Dupan. dont even know if such a place exists. how did i know i went to Dupan? easy, i explicitly asked my companions where we were and they said "Dupan". it was like a getaway of some sort. i woke up in that dream to find out i was there. and my companions were a bit worried about my health, thinking how i would probably manage to be there with my health condition.

we were in a room. and when i looked outside, it looked like at first an informal settler's community within a forest. but thats just what it looked like at first. upon closer inspection, it seemed like a place where human civilization managed to co-exist with nature. its like a place with a higher level of technology where houses and human communities can be built within a forest without disrupting the ecosystem. after seeing that, i looked around the room to see how many people i was with. it seemed more than 5 but less than 10. familiar faces that i know, no one new (eiln, dhirt, yarn, inni, nohj, cant remember the rest). i cant remember how i got there. it seemed that the last thing i remembered before waking up in that room was that eiln was tampering with my locker. after that, i woke up there and asked where we were. then i took my cellphone which gave me clues on what happened in between. it seemed like i switched personalities after the lock-tampering incident and getting to Dupan. in my phone (which was more technologically advanced) was a video of the trip to Dupan. we went there by bus, stopped by a mall to eat lunch (japanese food!). the mall, again, showed signs of higher level of technology. but the video were just short clips of the trip so it didnt really give a good picture of how i got there. and that dream of being in such a place somehow gave me a that refreshing feeling. something like reinvigorating. something i rarely feel. i wouldnt have wanted to wake up but it was already 11am and had a 1pm class. tsk. had to cut the dream short.

it was just an interesting dream. havent had an interesting one for weeks.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

sarbei2

1. whats your name spelt backwards?
natsirt (silent R and silent last T)

2. What did you do last night?
i slept?

3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
some ebooks. before that some movie soundtrack. and before that some audio book.

4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
cant say i have

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
cant remember...been so long...could it be possible at nikki's house? cant be...but...cant think of anything more recent than that...ive been near a pool but swim? crap, its possible its at nikki's house more than 3 years ago...i think

6. What are you wearing?
usual clothing.shorts, shirt and underwear

7. How many cars have you owned?
none. i drive a liteace though. i love that liteace

8. Type of music you dislike most?
i dont know...dont have a particular genre that i dislike. stupid pop songs i guess

9. Are you registered to vote?
yes. since 2004.

10. Do you have cable?
yep. since...1996?

12. Ever made a prank phone call?
yeah, who hasnt? thats one of the first things you do when you learn to use a phone

13. You like anyone right now?
unfortunately, none

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
if im medically allowed to do so, id go for both...but im leaning towards bungee jumping

15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
never been outside luzon...bicol i guess

16. Do you have a garden?
not really. there are potted plants

17. What's your favorite comic strip?
none, havent read one lately. i guess pugad baboy

18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?
not anymore

19. Shower, morning or night?
both

20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
transformers!

21. Favorite pizza toppings?
i dont know...i just eat it without really thinking what im eating

22. Chips or popcorn?
chips

23. What cell phone provider do you have?
nokia...since 1999

24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
no

25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
no

26. Orange Juice or apple?
orange

27. Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
cant remember...i dont eat lunch sometimes...i guess jump would be the last person

28. favorite chocolate bar?
umm...snickers?

29. Who is your longest friend and how long?
that would be...OJ since 3rd year highschool

30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
i dont think ive eaten one

31. Have you ever won a trophy?
nope

32. Favorite artist?
ummm...cant think of one right now

33. Favorite computer game?
dont play much video games lately...i guess NBA Live

34. Ever ordered from an infomercial?
nope

35. Sprite or 7-UP?
7-Up


38. Ever thrown up in public?
nope...as far as i know

39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
depends on my mood but overall...i guess id choose the money

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
crush at first sight

41. Can exes just be friends?
yep

42. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
cant remember...my grandfather?

43. Did you have long hair as a young kid?
not really

44. What message is on your voicemail machine?
i dont know

45. Where would you like to go right now?
dont feel like going anwhere

46. What was the name of your first pet?
bogart!!!

47. What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?
jansport...school stuff

48. Last incoming/outgoing call on your phone?
my mother trying to find out where i am and what time ill be coming home

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
the fact that i woke up. though im not really happy with it, its still something to be thankful for

50. What do you think about most?
lately, harry potter and what would happen in book seven

sarbei

The Letter A
Are you available?: ummm...
What is your age?: 23
What annoys you?: depends on the mood...so safest answer would be almost anything


The Letter B
Do you live in a big house?: nope
When is your birthday?: late november
Who is your best friend?: dont have any, just close friends. its not good for me to have a best friend, i become evil and abusive

The Letter C
What's your favorite candy?: i only like chocolates...or highly prefer chocolates
Who's your crush?: none at the moment
When was the last time you cried?: hmm...how about teary-eyed

The Letter D
Do you daydream?: a lot
What's your favorite kind of dog? siberian huskies
What day of the week is it?: wednesday

The Letter E
How do you like your eggs?: scrambled usually
Have you ever been in the emergency
room?: umm...yes
What's the easiest thing ever to do? get bored

The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: yep
Do you use fly swatters?: yep...but not in a long time
Have you ever used a foghorn?: nope

The Letter G
Do you chew gum?: yes but im not much of a gum person since highschool
Are you a giver or a taker?: depends...compared to whom?
Do you like gummy candies?: yes...and i havent eaten one for a long time...again

The Letter H
How are you?: the usual
What color is your hair?: black

The Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream?: i only eat (or 95% of the time) chocolate flavored ice cream
Have you ever ice skated?: nope
Do you play an instrument?: i wish

The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean brand?: none
Do you wear jewelry?: got rings and i only wear them for certain occasions

The Letter K
Who do you want to kill?: depends on my mood
Do you want kids?: hmm...
Where did you go for kindergarten?: SALC

The Letter L
Do you lie?: yeah, im a filthy liar

The Letter M
Whats your favorite movie?: this year, transformers
Do you still watch Disney movies?: not recently...pirates of the carribean is a disney film but i dont think this is the point of the question. i think PoTC would be better if it werent a disney film
Do you like mangoes: yep

The Letter N
Do you have a nickname?: none...well, yes but i dont like it
Whats your favorite number?: 3,6,42,66,666,333,36, 11, 28, 83
Do you prefer night over day?: night and rainy days

The Letter O
What's your one wish?: its never been a question of what i desired
Are you an only child?: nope

The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid
about?: i used to be fearless...so im not very sure what im really afraid of or what i fear...this fear thing is kinda new to me
What are your pet peeves: ummm...
What's a personality trait you look for in people?: trustworthiness

The Letter Q
What's your favorite quote?: "brain juice, extend my brain!" - referring to beer
Are you quick to judge people?: didnt used to, but now, maybe

The Letter R
Do you think you're always right?: i was always right
Are you the one to cry?: nope. i dont think so

The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: rain
Do you like snow?: cant tell but i might
What's your favorite season?: rainy season. i hate the heat

The Letter T
What time is it?: 3:01am
What time did you wake up?: 730am, had to go to UP to have something photocopied
When was the last time you slept in a
tent?: i havent slept in one

The Letter U
Are you wearing underwear?: yep
Underwear or boxers?: underwear

The Letter V
What's the worst veggie?: non-leafy ones...i think
Where do you want to go on vacation?: anywhere that counts as out of town

The Letter W
What's your worst habit?: i always hesitate
Where do you live?: QC
What's your worst fear?: like i said, i dont know, im new to this fear stuff

The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?:yes
Have you seen the x-games?: yep...on tv
Do you own a xylophone?: back when i was a kid

The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?: no! but i have yellow shirts
What's one thing you yearn for?: its never been a question of desire nor happiness

The Letter Z
Whats your zodiac sign?: sadge
Do you believe in the zodiac?: yeah, makes it easier to deduce stuff
Favorite zoo animal?: i used to love all the animals. havent been in a zoo for years, maybe a decade or more.

Monday, July 16, 2007

HP personality quiz


Which HP Kid Are You?

what!? i dont want to be harry potter! crap. cant i be someone from ravenclaw or a weasley at the most?

harry potter obsession quiz

http://www.fuuko.com/hpquiz.html

16% obsessed with Harry Potter

0% -10%

  • Harry Potter who?

11-30%

  • Part time Potter fan. You probably have a real life.

31-60%

  • Full time Potter fan. You're obsessed.

61-89%

  • Very obsessed. You may be suffering from withdrawl symptoms while waiting for the next book to come out.

90% - 100%

  • Be afraid. Be very afraid.

100%+

  • Have you ever considered going to a psychologist?

HPGoF

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Banjo, you're a Master Wizard!

When it comes to Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, you're a star! From Harry's Firebolt to the Hungarian Horntail, you're no mere Muggle.

Whether you've seen all the films more times than you can count or you've just got a great memory, you know your way around this enchanting world of witchcraft and wizardry. And one thing's for sure — your knowledge of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire is nothing short of magical!



Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire Movie Challenge

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

memory fragments: harry potter

i wish i had a pensieve for this. anyway, i wasnt one of the early harry potter fans. im not even sure if i am a harry potter fan. i love the books, i love everything or mostly everything related to the books but im dont think im a hardcore fan to qualify as a "potterhead". i never heard of harry potter til i got a paperback copy of Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets as a gift for christmas. one of my cousins gave it to me, unfortunately, i cant remember who. when they learned im not familiar with the book and they learned i havent read Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, one of them quickly said i should not read it til i read the first book. i followed her advice, and she borrowed a copy of the first book for me to read. and after reading that first book, i knew i was hooked. ive never read something like it before. the books ive read back then were usually what my highschool teachers asked me to read. so, that was very boring, right? and also, ive always seen myself as a science fiction person and not someone who's into fantasy books. to a certain extent, that's still true, i prefer sci-fi than fantasy, but it seems harry potter was an exception. anyway, when i read the two books, i felt this was something i had to collect, so i started buying hard-bound versions. i was able to read the first two on paperback and was able to borrow a copy of the third book. that meant, i didnt have to open my hardbound copies. its like i was collecting action figures where one doesnt open them or else it wont me in mint condition. but they are books anyway, so i knew i will have to open them one of these days. anyway, point is, i took great care of these books. when one of my cousins borrowed it, and i saw there it was dirt-stained on its top pages, i was really pissed i took the book and didnt let her finish reading it. of course that didnt mean she did it, but i was certain i gave it to her without those dirt-stains.

anyway, i was so hooked back then that i searched the internet (with a dial-up modem) for harry potter goodies. i even changed my PC's sound scheme so that when i maximized or minimized a window or when i shutdown the PC, the PC would make use of the spells from the book (such as Wingardium Leviosa, Avada Kedavra, Expecto Patronum...not sure of the spelling). i remember on my sophomore or junior year in college, i went alone for the first time to go to Sta Lucia Mall to buy some Harry Potter pins. i filled my backpack with those pins. i didnt even think how to get home! also, michelle, a family friend, gave me a harry potter shirt as a birthday gift, which i still wear until today.

i still dont know why i wasnt able to buy the fifth book. i knew i just never had the will to save up money for the fifth book but why i never had that will to save money to buy the book, i dont know why. maybe i lost interest. and when i entered law school, the more i forgot about it. only when the fifth movie was about to released that i started reading the books again. and after reading books five and six, i realized i still like the books, maybe not as much as before, but i still like it enough that i would feel bad after reading the seventh book knowing that it would be the last in the series.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

what kind of cool are you?

You're Calm, Cool, and Collected

Do your friends like to lean on your shoulder? Ask you for advice in life and love? Put you on speed-dial for emergencies? We bet they do. You're as balanced as they come. When it comes to making decisions, you're not afraid to take the time to weigh your options carefully in order to make the right choice. And it takes more than a few obstacles to rattle your cool head.

The good news is that you've also got lots of heart, and you make sure that people know that you always have their backs. There's almost nothing more important to you than the people in your life, so being a support to them is the coolest thing around. Just like you

What Kind of Cool Are You?

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what song are you?

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YOUR song is Funky Town

Bold, outrageous, and unafraid to ham it up. Like your signature song, you're upbeat and tons of fun. When it comes to having a good time, your imagination knows no limits. Whether you're out on the town or at home with friends, you can be counted on to be the ringleader.

People are drawn to your lightheartedness and offbeat sense of humor. You're not one to take life too seriously, and that's why you're such a hoot to be around. Not to mention, you always manage to keep people guessing what you'll do next. Stay funky!

What's Your Song?

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Sunday, July 01, 2007

infected by the robots in disguise movie theme

ever since i saw Transformers last thursday, june 28, this song has been in my head. this version is from the Transformers movie of 1986, performed by White Lion. the tv theme is also stuck in my head.


Transformers

Something evil's watching over you
Comin' from the sky above
And there's nothing you can do

Prepare to strike
There'll be no place to run
When your caught within the grip
Of the evil Unicron

Transformers
More than meets the eye
Transformers
Robots in Disguise

Strong enough to break the bravest heart
So we have to pull together
We can't stay worlds apart

To stand divided we will surely fall
Until our darkest hour
When the light will save us all

Transformers
More than meets the eye
Transformers
Robots in Disguise
Transformers

Autobots wage their Battle
To destroy the evil forces
Of the Decepticons

It's judgment day and now we've made our stand
And for now the powers of darkness
Have been driven from our land

The Battle's over but the war has just begun
And this way it will remain til the day when all are one